Behind the happy, BHB and love to self praise mask,
there is just an inferior girl who feels nothing good about herself.
Not pretty, not smart, don't have good figure....
Probably just not good enough for anything and anyone.
Ohhh~ CONFIDENCE, where are you??
Just gonna stop comparing and just be yourself.
If you don't even love yourself, who will?
Tuesday, 5 February 2013
Thursday, 27 December 2012
The year is gonna end soon!
& yupps, we all survived "The End of The World"!
YAYYY~!! MUHAHAHHAA! Congratulations! ^^
I wouldn't say this year is the happiest year of my life.
But this year is definitely the most colourful and memorable year filled with many emotions.
A year that I cried the most, laughed the most, learnt the most and think the most.
I've gained alot this year. But also lost alot.
Lost the carefree and innocent child in me. Lost a very important person/mentor in life. Lost a few important friends.
A transformation in life I guess.
Through all those part and parcel, I've grew. (:
And to people who said that I've change, I can assure you that I'm still the same old crazy girl. But perhaps with a little brain? HAHAHAH!
Thank you 2012, you have been a great year! <3
Welcome 2013, hope you will be a super awesomely fantabulous year! ^^
Oh! Did I mention that my new year resolution of 2012 is fulfilled? HAHAHAHA!
Hope my 2013 resolution will come true too! :D
HAPPY ADVANCE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!! ^^
& yupps, we all survived "The End of The World"!
YAYYY~!! MUHAHAHHAA! Congratulations! ^^
I wouldn't say this year is the happiest year of my life.
But this year is definitely the most colourful and memorable year filled with many emotions.
A year that I cried the most, laughed the most, learnt the most and think the most.
I've gained alot this year. But also lost alot.
Lost the carefree and innocent child in me. Lost a very important person/mentor in life. Lost a few important friends.
A transformation in life I guess.
Through all those part and parcel, I've grew. (:
And to people who said that I've change, I can assure you that I'm still the same old crazy girl. But perhaps with a little brain? HAHAHAH!
Thank you 2012, you have been a great year! <3
Welcome 2013, hope you will be a super awesomely fantabulous year! ^^
Oh! Did I mention that my new year resolution of 2012 is fulfilled? HAHAHAHA!
Hope my 2013 resolution will come true too! :D
HAPPY ADVANCE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!! ^^
Wednesday, 26 December 2012
Tuesday, 18 December 2012
厌倦羡慕别人的感觉
讨厌失落的那一刻
是我期望太高了吗？
周围的朋友太幸福？
还是我幻想着童话故事般的爱？
现实和理想的差距 好大好大
我看开了
不再有任何的期望，任何的要求
If have, it's bonus. If not then.... Bobian?
为什么跟从前的差别那么大？
缺少了那连我自己也不晓得的那个东西
好想念从前的我们
现在我了解了 为什么人们常说
“戀愛最美的部分就是暖昧的時候，
等到真正在一起，
很多感覺就會消失不見了”
你常常说不要一直看过去，要往前看
但过去有我爱，珍惜的的那些回忆和感觉
It's about how much you are willing to
go an extra mile for the other party.
Saturday, 17 November 2012
在生命中矛盾的事很多
Getting really busy recently.
Kept asking myself: "Does studying hard really gives you happiness/good future?"
I want to enjoy my poly life, living every second of my life happily.
But instead, feeling so stressed up with studies.
Being so tight up and affected by my grades.
Should I just YOLO and enjoy life? Or just throw away my life and mug?
Apparently I'm not smart enough to enjoy best of both world.
Recently saw this quote somewhere:
"Everything in life is temporary. So if things are going good, enjoy it cause it wont last forever.
And if things are going bad, don't worry cause it won't last forever either."
Yupps! So guess things will get better soon somehow! (: A happy girl is a happy girl and Jiamin is a happy girl! YAYYY! ^^
Life is beautiful; Just smile and everything will be alright (:
Getting really busy recently.
Kept asking myself: "Does studying hard really gives you happiness/good future?"
I want to enjoy my poly life, living every second of my life happily.
But instead, feeling so stressed up with studies.
Being so tight up and affected by my grades.
Should I just YOLO and enjoy life? Or just throw away my life and mug?
Apparently I'm not smart enough to enjoy best of both world.
Recently saw this quote somewhere:
"Everything in life is temporary. So if things are going good, enjoy it cause it wont last forever.
And if things are going bad, don't worry cause it won't last forever either."
Yupps! So guess things will get better soon somehow! (: A happy girl is a happy girl and Jiamin is a happy girl! YAYYY! ^^
Life is beautiful; Just smile and everything will be alright (:
I dislike the feeling of not being able to be myself.
Sunday, 11 November 2012
A silly promise we made a year ago to meet up on every 11 November. (:
& we kept our promise! :DD
Second year we're celebrating Pepero Day together!! ^^
It's funny how 4 people with different age, schools, backgrounds and totally no link with each other's personal life can get so close. (:
Guess it's fate! :D
It's been 3 years since we met each other! Hahaha!
I believe that we will celebrate more Pepero Days together right? ^^
& we kept our promise! :DD
Second year we're celebrating Pepero Day together!! ^^
It's funny how 4 people with different age, schools, backgrounds and totally no link with each other's personal life can get so close. (:
Guess it's fate! :D
It's been 3 years since we met each other! Hahaha!
I believe that we will celebrate more Pepero Days together right? ^^
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| DaJie, ErJie, Sanjie and Maknae ^^ Whoop~ The youngest and the cutest! :P |
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| 11/11/12 11:11pm |
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| <3 |
Friday, 9 November 2012
Thursday, 8 November 2012
Thursday, 1 November 2012
Monday, 29 October 2012
Sunday, 28 October 2012
Sunday, 29 July 2012
In a blink of an eye, one sem is gonna end. Really fast!
In this sem, many things had happened and it all seem like a dream to me.
Did many unbelievable things and things that will impact me ALOT. (:
Still remember, one year ago, I told myself that I will not do foolish things like pasting my posters all around the school and take part in those popularity contest to get into Studies clubs. One year later, there I am, hanging my own posters and ran for Students' Union. Guess that is a decision that will impact my poly life greatly. I did not regret. So far life is good. Learnt many new things and looking at things in a clearer picture. Probably the best chance for this living-in-her-own-world girl to grow up and step out of her comfort zone. But, definitely not forgeting to keep the smile on my face and be happy! (:
In this sem, many things had happened and it all seem like a dream to me.
Did many unbelievable things and things that will impact me ALOT. (:
Still remember, one year ago, I told myself that I will not do foolish things like pasting my posters all around the school and take part in those popularity contest to get into Studies clubs. One year later, there I am, hanging my own posters and ran for Students' Union. Guess that is a decision that will impact my poly life greatly. I did not regret. So far life is good. Learnt many new things and looking at things in a clearer picture. Probably the best chance for this living-in-her-own-world girl to grow up and step out of her comfort zone. But, definitely not forgeting to keep the smile on my face and be happy! (:
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| HAHAHAAHAHAHA!!!! The foolish thing I did there. |
The journey of TPSU and the process of growing up will be tough. But I believe that it will be a fulfilling one! Especially when I'm not in it alone! (: Thank god to meet someone that will be so important to me. ^^
Next big event that happened, JIAMINMINMIN'S 18th BIRTHAY! ;D
This day made me realised that I'm blessed with people who loved me. <3
The best birthday ever! Filled with many surprises and tears! HAHAH!
Thank you my bros for giving me surprise at my doorstep at 12am! (In my unglam state!!)
Thank you Reizen for giving me big big surprise outside library, steamboat with me and cake smashed me! HAHAA!
Thank you Sem1.2 clique for the handmade phone cover!
Thank you my dearest yeobo for giving me the last surprise before my birthday ends, at my doorstep!
Thank you everyone who made it happened! ^^
(abit late but yaaaa..)
JIAMIN IS THE HAPPIEST GIRL ON EARTH! ;D
Friday, 11 May 2012
Reizen suit up! (:
R E I Z E N Reizen we have, hot guys and pretty girls that makes you all go woohoooooo~ (:
HAHAHAHA! The bhb cheer that KS made! (:
Reizen glam outinggggggggggggggggggggg~ (Y)
Erm... frankly speaking, its kind of unorganise and weird.
But as long as we are together, we will have the best time right? (:
Really love those bunch of people! <3 ^^
HAHAHAHA! The bhb cheer that KS made! (:
Reizen glam outinggggggggggggggggggggg~ (Y)
Erm... frankly speaking, its kind of unorganise and weird.
But as long as we are together, we will have the best time right? (:
Really love those bunch of people! <3 ^^
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| BF for the day! Shawn! (: |
Tuesday, 1 May 2012
Everything rojak post! (:
I realise I didnt blog about REIZEN CHALET! HAHAHAH!!
It was.......................... Scary!
For the first time I drink alcohol till puke! :x
Now I'm really sick and terrified of alcohol!
Scary......... HAHAHHA!
Our chef Isaac cook dinner for us! (: Damn pro! Super nice! hahahah!
Its also my first time marinate chicken! (Y)
Played many many dirty games! HAHAHA!!
Basically, the 3 days 2 nights of chalet was SUPER DUPER ULTRA EXTREMELY VERY FUN! HAHAH! ;DD
WEEK 0! Bizbizbiz BIZNESS! ;D
So glad I'm in cheer team!! (:
Got to know many nice and awesome people!! ^^
And also got slightly closer to some people! ><
Forever a fangirl! hahahah!
Mass Outinggggg! ^^
FO rock Sentosa!
School had started for a week. Probably the worst week of my whole poly life! ><
Understood the real meaning of #foreveralone
Well.. I guess this is life. I should get used to it.
Just be happy! (:
It was.......................... Scary!
For the first time I drink alcohol till puke! :x
Now I'm really sick and terrified of alcohol!
Scary......... HAHAHHA!
Our chef Isaac cook dinner for us! (: Damn pro! Super nice! hahahah!
Its also my first time marinate chicken! (Y)
Played many many dirty games! HAHAHA!!
Basically, the 3 days 2 nights of chalet was SUPER DUPER ULTRA EXTREMELY VERY FUN! HAHAH! ;DD
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| Chef Isaac cooking while I'm..... slacking! :x |
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| Love this swing! (: |
WEEK 0! Bizbizbiz BIZNESS! ;D
So glad I'm in cheer team!! (:
Got to know many nice and awesome people!! ^^
And also got slightly closer to some people! ><
Forever a fangirl! hahahah!
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| My #1 idol LIANJIE! ;D |
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| The reason why he is my idol! :x |
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| My #2 Idol! HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA! Achievement unlock! :x |
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| #3 Idol? Maybe? :D BenBen!! |
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| Yuanyuan!!! :D |
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| G-Double-O-D! My new friend WeiSze! (: |
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| Also new friend, CALLY! (: |
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| Ben Loh Jiamin + Leo Jiamin = JM SQUARE! |
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| Its just BUSINESS! (: |
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| BizCheer Com! <3 |
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| Introducing....... Our Business Cheer Team! |
Mass Outinggggg! ^^
FO rock Sentosa!
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| LOLS! Epic photo! ;D |
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| VETRAAA! |
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| REIZEN GLs! <3 |
School had started for a week. Probably the worst week of my whole poly life! ><
Understood the real meaning of #foreveralone
Well.. I guess this is life. I should get used to it.
Just be happy! (:
Thursday, 19 April 2012
FRESHMEN ORIENTATION CAMP!
First and definitely not my last!
If I can, I'll be a GL for all my 3 years in TP! (:
People asked my why I want to torture myself by going for a 6 days and coming back with infected throat, tanned skin, eye bags, dark circles and pimple! hahaha!
I dont know? Its just the passion and love for it! :D
TP really changed me. For a better person I guess?
6 days of FO really brought back memories of Vetra.
One year ago this time, I'm was a very fresh freshie, feeling weird and awkward by the enthusiasm of my VETRA GLs. <3
Although people might say all sorts of things about how not bonded Vetra was. But in my heart, VETRA is the thing that change my entire life.
Without Vetra, I guess I wouldnt be who I am today. (:
Tecaravan FO 12/13
Reizen, the best a camp can get.
Indeed, Reizen is the best thing that had happened in my life.
Words cant really describe how much I love Reizen, how much I treasure them and how much we had been through all this while! 6 months+ of time together, sweat and tears we shed together! Other than I love you guys, I really dont know what I could say. I REALLY LOVE REIZEN ALOT! <3
Like what I've always said, we are not an empire but a family!
Honestly, I used to not want FO to come. I was too confortable with the times we had together and I was afraid that everything would change and Reizen would come to an end after FO. But I was wrong! We stay close! Or even closer than before. ;D
As I type this post, 6 months of flashback kept running through my mind. Everything is fresh in mind. Times that we hug tightly and teared while we sing. 3rd refresh when we won Most Improved Empire. Cheered our lungs and heart of every single time. We had been though so much so much soooooo much!!!
6 days of FO and I cried everyday! (I know I cry very easily)
I was planning to flood TP. ><
I understoood the meaning of being a GL when I out FOW freshies came back and made a board for us, giving us friendship bands.
That was the first time I tap watered in front of freshies. I was really touched! (:
They made an effort to come back to see us and our FOW freshies line is much longer than other empires. (: Felt so loved! Hahaha!
5th day (2nd night of FOC) was really a nightmare for me.
The thought that Reizen was breaking up, 6 months of family was breaking up, really broke my heart. I can never forget that night which me and Sheryl cried whole night (literally whole night). I cried so much that I had no more tears. Really thankful that I have Sheryl, my soulmate who have exact same thoughts as me. and grateful to the few seniors who stayed throughout the night accompanying and talk to us eventhough they are mad tired.
When I thought that things won't be the same, everything went well on the last day. I was really really so thankful that this family is still togther! ^^
Perhapes this incident really show us how much we love and need eachother. (:
Last debrief of Reizen.... Jiamin cannot maintain again! Tsunami again!
Giving the year 3s our token of appreciations.
They are ones who made us the most bonded empire and the empire without hierachy.
Love all the year 3s!! :D
I will miss them ALOT ALOT!!
As I type this post, my tears cannot maintain again.....
I'm just thankful for REIZEN! <3
Hope this bond really can be tight for the rest of my life!
The thought of reizen couldnt be together for the next FO saddens me.
Who knows what kind of empire I will get next year?
And Reizen is one of a kind, nothing can replace it!
If I can, I'll be a GL for all my 3 years in TP! (:
People asked my why I want to torture myself by going for a 6 days and coming back with infected throat, tanned skin, eye bags, dark circles and pimple! hahaha!
I dont know? Its just the passion and love for it! :D
TP really changed me. For a better person I guess?
6 days of FO really brought back memories of Vetra.
One year ago this time, I'm was a very fresh freshie, feeling weird and awkward by the enthusiasm of my VETRA GLs. <3
Although people might say all sorts of things about how not bonded Vetra was. But in my heart, VETRA is the thing that change my entire life.
Without Vetra, I guess I wouldnt be who I am today. (:
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| <3 |
Reizen, the best a camp can get.
Indeed, Reizen is the best thing that had happened in my life.
Words cant really describe how much I love Reizen, how much I treasure them and how much we had been through all this while! 6 months+ of time together, sweat and tears we shed together! Other than I love you guys, I really dont know what I could say. I REALLY LOVE REIZEN ALOT! <3
Like what I've always said, we are not an empire but a family!
Honestly, I used to not want FO to come. I was too confortable with the times we had together and I was afraid that everything would change and Reizen would come to an end after FO. But I was wrong! We stay close! Or even closer than before. ;D
As I type this post, 6 months of flashback kept running through my mind. Everything is fresh in mind. Times that we hug tightly and teared while we sing. 3rd refresh when we won Most Improved Empire. Cheered our lungs and heart of every single time. We had been though so much so much soooooo much!!!
6 days of FO and I cried everyday! (I know I cry very easily)
I was planning to flood TP. ><
I understoood the meaning of being a GL when I out FOW freshies came back and made a board for us, giving us friendship bands.
That was the first time I tap watered in front of freshies. I was really touched! (:
They made an effort to come back to see us and our FOW freshies line is much longer than other empires. (: Felt so loved! Hahaha!
5th day (2nd night of FOC) was really a nightmare for me.
The thought that Reizen was breaking up, 6 months of family was breaking up, really broke my heart. I can never forget that night which me and Sheryl cried whole night (literally whole night). I cried so much that I had no more tears. Really thankful that I have Sheryl, my soulmate who have exact same thoughts as me. and grateful to the few seniors who stayed throughout the night accompanying and talk to us eventhough they are mad tired.
When I thought that things won't be the same, everything went well on the last day. I was really really so thankful that this family is still togther! ^^
Perhapes this incident really show us how much we love and need eachother. (:
Last debrief of Reizen.... Jiamin cannot maintain again! Tsunami again!
Giving the year 3s our token of appreciations.
They are ones who made us the most bonded empire and the empire without hierachy.
Love all the year 3s!! :D
I will miss them ALOT ALOT!!
As I type this post, my tears cannot maintain again.....
I'm just thankful for REIZEN! <3
Hope this bond really can be tight for the rest of my life!
The thought of reizen couldnt be together for the next FO saddens me.
Who knows what kind of empire I will get next year?
And Reizen is one of a kind, nothing can replace it!
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